Monday, December 04, 2006
i dun wan stay at hm..
i dun wan..i eber time kena torture..
i dun wan..
i wan hug teddy n die..
i dun wan..stay at hm..
no comfort at all..
sick als no ppl care..
sobx..i feel so sad..
y my life sux to e core.
i wanna hab fun n enjoy my childhood.
i dun wan eberday stay at hm..
no fun..onli scoldin..
no food..
if im hab a job i wouldnt wan ur food.
i dun wan anithing from u..
even ur shadow..
get fuckin out of my life..
eber dae onli torture.
nth else..
i tok to a non-living thing als dun wan tok to u.
y cant u lyk other gugu b more
reasonable..more mother kind.
n stop acting in from of them..
saein tat u r kind to mi..
all fake..
fake..
u are once kind to mi..onli wen liting was unborn.
e rest is unfair.
nth u done or remark is fair to mi.
i hate wad ever i hab or wad eber i hab..
except frenx n laogong..
i feel lyk onli hugging teddy.
n jumpin off e building.
livin in tis world wib sorrow.
so wen other ask mi y she act act treat mi
so gd..
cox she wan pretend tat she gd to mi
n at e bad..
she is her old self.
no nag..nag is common..
is unreasonable nagging.
i hate all those.
my head is in pain nw..
i was tinkin..
wad i did..
no one aprreciate.
wad for i do all those thing..
they would take mi for granted.
i dun wan ani more.
sick als no ppl care..
n i hope i die at tis beri moment n nth els
nw is on my mind.
xiinyi.