Saturday, April 15, 2006
heavens wan the way pur life to be.
bt why.mine is so tuff.
my life makes mi cant cope.
have i done reali evil deed.
i not sure.
bt i reali hate my kind of living nw.
why?there are tons of why and things happen in my life.
i used to be quite a cheerful gal.and my life seems to be colouful.
bt nw pictures in my life seem to b between total darkness and black n white.
i dun understand.
i reali dont.
cant somone clear all my doubts.
i guess.nop.
onli mi myself can clear it.
bt my ability is limited.
i;m jus a normal gal.
i cant do a thing tat a fairy or wad so ever tat has a magical power.
i hope i cant solve all tis things in an twinking of an eye.
bt is it possible.
most likely no.
have i done wrong.
i dun tink so.
by helpin someone i get all sort of nonsense of scoldin n beatin.
i dunnoe wad to do.
i have reach my max. limit.
i reali had done so.
heaven wans it the way to be lyk tis.
i cant stop it or wad so ever.
eccept the fact.
I MIZ U!
[0339pm][e dae wif u][bt nt beside mi]