#sobx..
will u jus get our off my life.
i lived better than wad u thought.
i might nt wad i hab nw.
bt im sure tat sumone..
suppoerting mie.
other than u.
im reali beri depress or wad u expect.
for mie from young to old..
small u nag at mie for my result.
n i kept my test paper.
i didnt wanna let u noe.
wen i was in p3.
i was reali afraid.
of u ur cane;voice;belt.
im reali had enough.
of wad u gave mie.
will u just gib mie a break.
2dae u did e same.
n i didnt tok bck.
i kept veri quiet.
im nt angry.
im jus tinkin of wad my foolishness.
they sae tat im so toopid.
u beat mie..scold mi n slap mi .
bt i still treat u as hu u r.
givin u present on those dae.
bt do u appreciate wad i bought for u.
i tink e answer is no.
im sure of wad i see.
u treat mi better in front of other n i tink
it is all an act.
u can act as much as u wan.
bt i new..
at e bck of u.
u're still e same..old u.
i reali had enough.
at e bck of u u scold mie.
n ask mi to wash bowl.
i hate washing bowl.
we had a maid.
remember?
im lyk a slave.
wad u wan i hab to respect.
is it wad u wan a daughter of urs to be.
if u hab realise.
somdae wen i rmb hw u treated mie.
im nt as hapi as i was wen..i was young..
i used to lyk goin hm.
wen i was in p6.
u made mi dun feel lyk goin hm.
after i wen to sec skol.
i thought hm was always a place.
where u can rest n assured ur heart.
n hab peace.
bt..no..u nag n nag..
even im sick u still nag n nag.
i nd rest n all is enough.
gob mie a break n other a break.
i didnt noe hw much tears hab i wasted
on tis problem.
to slove it.
bt i in e end gt no.
solving answer to it.
in e end i still cried..
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