Sunday, April 08, 2007
okaes..upon seeing what that lee xue wen had post i decided to post something reagardin what she have mention also..
i have realised..last year i keep organising birthday present or party..but guy this year do u guy realise..i don't do what i do anymore..and i also realise i wasted alot of money on present..that okaes..but..e problem is this year there isnt any birthday party since 2007..one also don't have..only my birthday..that the very last one..so far there isnt any thing since now..
also realised that all of e things that we guy do..or did is kinda fake..we might show that we love each other alot but one the inside we're not..don't you relised it..?Im not refering to anyone so dont point finger..
in kinda angry or what should i say..is frustrated..why are all sort of thing coming up..a small matter made all laugh or cried or maybe even die..realising all my friends are nearly gone..parting one and another.. i cried million time..w/o ur relising it..i also dont wanna let you know so far no ones know what the hell is going on within us..JAX..MOUqi..
no one have said anything about JAX..or what i should said we three are no longer buddys or hao peng you bah..frankly speaking right now is this kinda of situation is also dont know who should i turn to..jiaying..she blur..adeline..nah..
she busy with homework and all sort of thing..i also dont know what to talk to her..dont have the kind of feeling to disturb her anymore..i also realised my blog lyk whatever i said is no power..only xw blog is..
i find it childish too..asking hu is with who at this moment no one is with some one forever..therefore who oneself decided to be just let them decided bahx..i dont wanna cry..sobx..throw tantrum to all this anymore..someone have to end all this i will do so..
xuewen since you all say sandy lee is afraid of mie..den i think i better back-out..when u're out..in order to made u;adeline;sandy.L happy..and what i said todae is not bacause we're angry..is cause dont u reaslise u have not spoke to silveria since recess time and the only thing i could say was that u no time or what i dont know bah..
also notied that how crazy we we were when we were at peer-tutor..we tease majong n davina n cassandra..and we get to know them..we stark chair and our maths teacher some and we all got punish..still remember e surprise we gave xw ..the family tree we have cre8..all are gone..still remeber sandy lee..said how she would die..is because she will die because she laugh until die..and e food we brought..lolllipops..potato chips..dont u all rmb..e eggs ur stolen at soul garden when is xuewen birthday..and how we got ivan(e guy milly biao de)..
we even on his number on a pieces of tissue..we all copying all those maths home-work..and running away from miss lee..from front to back..and we everytime recess time diao check..hide our hp at neh neh..and pull our socks..high high..and tuck in until like siao people..this all are PAST..really the past le..i sitlll have e photos..but i dont wish to update..no point le..this relationship wan le..san le..
what xuewen said mus tolerate..but to mie..tolerate means act..for example..ure dont like e person and you are with he or she..but u dont lyk them and scolding them in ur heart..is that what tolerate means..everyone has a limit to tolerates..if wad u're said i cant tolerate..i would have scold them in face..but did i..i didnt..but dont expect from oneself too much..is not everyone is what u're..you might like this person but other might not but they did not say out..so,who u like u stay with u don't..u just quietly walk away..i will do so quietly walk away..so find mi not noisy tomorrow..i will a brand new mie..i have come to a stop for this matter i dont wish to say anything else more..
(*if anyone find this post offencive..im sorry...im just saying what i really wanna to say)Labels: wan le.san le